Thursday, April 10, 2008 I wanted to share with everyone more than just my music, I wanted to share my soul. I began writing in journals too far back to remember exactly when. They were my secrets. All of my hopes, dreams, fears, and anything and everything that I ever wanted out of life was written down in either a notebook or just a scratch sheet of paper. Also hidden in the pages were the true secrets. The stuff no one wanted to talk about or were just too afraid to talk about. I began shooting my reality series, "Queen Of The Night" back in October of 2007, and as I started to get honest about the entertainment business, I started to find out who I am, who I want to be, and remembering everything that happened to me that got me to where I am today. I know everyone has that moment of clarity, but I would feel as though I was not doing my duty as a human being, a woman, and a role model if I didn't share my life with the world. Each week I will be entering a new entry. Please feel free to comment. Share your thoughts, feelings and opinions. All comments are welcomed. It is time to let my healing begin, welcome to "dolor secreto".